So I lost the game. Sometimes destiny has bigger plans. I’m outside in the great adventure. I’m deep in the frequencies of the unknown, in the massive flow of energy that is New York, 10 million monkeys living in an expansive, thriving hive. It’s a massive monkey jungle they call the Big Apple. Can you imagine how many people are having sex at any one time in this pulsing little creation? There is a lot of sex here, which in some strange way may mean you need less of it. I’m not sure about that quite yet, but I am still distracted by one who I may very well not ever need to see again. She turned on a light in me, so bright that it has taken 29 years to get a hold on. Nothing to complain about there. I guess it took this long to be ready for this place. However long we longed for that gal we call the Jew, that angel who turned on my love light, as long as I can still see light in the day, I will want for her happiness. There is no need for her to be in my life just wishes for her well being. There is still something in my heart that seeks her on the streets, and wants to connect, without any expectations for what will come. But the future makes its own plans. I'm happy to be in this jungle of humanity. It's just a whole lot of us looking out at ourselves through each others eyes in this miracle of creation. One big human family.
Aloha
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